life as a hard stuck silver player
play top with ignite, ward river, push lane while keeping in mind where the enemy jungler is get first blood then another kill on top, enemy top laner rages so jungler starts sitting top don't realize that after he recalled he went top with no camps up top camp instead of farmign his blue side die to gank cuz ward just ran out "it's all good, i ping my jungler to gank and take drag so i can soak up pressure top, farm up and try to 1v2" jungler farms enemy wolves then tries to gank mid while the midlaner is recalling, jungler dies botlane is 0/8 at 12 minutes, it's all good, those are the game i gotta hard carry to win resist the urge to flame bot after they don't ward, don't leave when i hard ping because the jungler is ganking, and don't ping the roaming pyke i can't try to get fed cuz jungler is sitting top and enemy is hard shoving everytime i try to roam drag is gone cuz a twitch jungle though it was a good idea to try to solo the ocean drake, it wasn't. EXECUTED, sound of drag dying, enemy has it now, thanks to the enemy lulu last hitting the drag "but that league of legends top lane guide on youtube said that it was a good thing that the jungler was sitting to" ask the rengar to start ganking, he's lvl 6 now but he can't play rengar cuz he decided to first time him in ranked i leave my tower, start grouping to get a deathball going and maybe come back. zyra support thought it was a good idea to go sweep and ward the enemy jungler while their kha'zix and kassadin was mia. It wasn't AN ENEMY IS GODLIKE oh well i just got one shot because that kassadin sneezed at me want to flame riot in all chat because getting one shot as a bruiser with 2 magic resist items is the stupidest thing ever lose game with me having highest cs in the game and highest kda and ward score get 3 honors so i'm fine with that
This time i take tp to have more map pressure. but bot isn't deep warding as i asked them multiple times and now i don't have an ignite to help me lane next game is even worse than before. Bot lane 0/12 at 10 minutes, I am trying to not tilt. play my best, try to better myself as a player. the point is not to climb, but to get better my jungler tries to dive a 1hp fiora, good idea. horrible execution frustrated at the jungler but i don't spam ping him. it wouldn't help at all team flames me because i dared not to have challenger level mechanics in a mid silver game I am starting to make mistakes. tilt is creeping in. I am not tracking the enemy jungler. forget to ward when pushing, forget to rush an early executioner/tabis for Fiora start to feed, lose the game
next game is a hard win, i play my boi blue kayn and end the game 28/0/13 with my team all hard feeding THAT is the kind of game i need to do on a regular basis. dont' get a single honor, they all skipped the prompt Slowly realize that whatever i do, i'll never be really happy with this game in my life
I know this is gonna get disliked to hell, but tbh quitting league was the best decision in my life. I just need one game a week to be remembered how frustrating this game is.