Ranked

I don't understand. I just can't understand this. I play match after match after match and get so close to promotion only to get terrible team after terrible team. Now I've been demoted from bronze 2 to 3. After all the work it took to claw my way up I'm dragged back down. I've always been told that I play at the very least a silver level by my friends and even random players. I didn't play ranked until I was sure of my skills and I tend to win my lanes on average. I just can't get out of bronze. It's physically hurting my health. I'm getting anxiety, migraines and nose bleeds. I just want for people to stop fucking mocking me for being bronze, All my friends are gold and plat and I just can't fucking escape. I see people who have played hundreds of games in this Elo and I don't get it. How the hell do they stand it?! The worst part is it isn't anything I can fix.

It's like being told to do ten push ups. Then you get 500 pound weights strapped to you. When you can't do they push ups everyone circles around you and mocks you.

I'm really not sure how much more of this I can take and I've only played about 80 ranked games.