How much the smallest change matters

this session ive been struggling to find my feet. its one thing where like last session i would nearly always win lane ( this isnt to much of an exaggeration ) but would fall flat mid game or i just didnt have enough impact with any lead i gained, those L's i could shrug off as " i tried my best". but this session i found myself completely falling flat in all parts of the game. i wasnt winning lane at all. i was going even at best. it became a game of " oh god please let em farm till i get crit + IE ( yasuo player) after enough loses i tried changing champin pcisk and i found talon working or me. but sooner or later i got tired of trying to make that work.

then i saw a build guide about BoRK yasuo, i tried rush vamp scep in lane and it dramatically changed my lane phase. i find myself no longer losing lane and being in a position to effectively play my mid game like i use to. i never thought once how i was building could change my play style this much. im looking into changing my rune now as well (probably going to try more attack speed rather then Ad/leath).

I also have been rethinking how i approach games and how i handle situations ( stay in lane with x amout of hp, who their jungler is and how he will gank me, when and where to roam rather then jungle blindly walking around when you pushed lane).

moral of the story here is, if you find yourself just constantly losing, look at yourself objectively and find you mistakes, see what you can change. /body

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also stop blaming auto fill for off meta picks, just learn thresh, ive been auto filled around 20 times and hold a 67% winrate with thresh, supporting for a few games doesn't cost you your LP, refusing to learn to support and creating a difficult situation for your entire team does. /rant