No matter how hard I try, I can't get better
Hi there, before you reply with "QQ" please here me out. I've been playing League since season 3(although I took a long break after season 5), and after about 2 years I got decent at the game. But after all this time, no matter how hard I try, no matter how much I want to get better, I just feel like I can't anymore. I feel like I hit that level of skill and I've just never gotten better. I don't believe that some people just aren't meant to do things. I refuse to believe that's true. I have fun when I play League, but I don't want to be in bronze anymore. But I'm not someone who says "I don't deserve to be in bronze!! My team is bad!!" because as you can tell I don't think I'm that great. My recent match history shows that I'm not very good. But I do feel like I have a good amount of knowledge about the game, and even when my score is bad I still try to contribute as much as I can. I just don't want to continue playing this game feeling like I'll never be good. In Overwatch, I got to Masters so I know I'm great at that game, so shouldn't I gravitate towards games I'm good at? It's weird to me that even though I'm so bad I still want to keep playing this fucking game. I've been stuck going back and forth between Bronze 1 through 3 and I'm miserable because of it, yet I still continue to play this game. Seeing my entire friends list full of golds and higher is actually genuinely upsetting because I don't want people to see me as a bad player. I want to be good. Anyways, I just want to know if there's any tips anyone has. I always try to stay calm and positive in-game, but I feel like I'm starting to lose that drive because I feel like nothing I do is working. Idk, maybe I should just accept that I can't be good at some games. But I really really don't want to. :( Sincerely, a friend in need.