Fresh 30, feeling very outclassed...
Kinda just a short rant about matchmaking at 30.
Having very recently turned 30, it's like being level 12 all over again. Just stepping into the ring for the first time, and getting destroyed constantly. I'm not really worried about the late game right now, just still trying to improve my last hitting and trading. Watched all the videos and read all the guides, but it's still just not enough actual practice. There's so many champs it takes all that time just to find one to start focusing on.
Jumping into 30, and suddenly going up against people with 1000+ wins, even 500+... Arg, it's just frustrating. I don't want to smurf and troll lowbies, I want to play people within even maybe 200 wins of me. Nothing destroys your morale like knowing that you lost in the loading screen. I try to learn what I can from every game... But feeling utterly helpless, it just destroys my motivation.
Sorry for bitching, thanks for listening.