Playing fill in ranked has been fun

I know the general goal of playing ranked is to try hard every game and reach your highest potential rank. But for me I am kind of passed doing that. Not that I don't try hard games I do. Just that I hit my minimum goal rank of the season (gold lul) and know I am not good enough to reach high elo and no longer care to improve that much. So it has been refreshing playing fill my last few games. Granted I expect to play support a good amount going fill but it sounds like you don't get support as much as you used to. So far I have gotten support 2 out of 4 games. Oddly enough I have won 4 games in row going fill I know it's just good luck but it feels a little extra special going fill and getting a win lol. Especially playing roles you haven't played in awhile.

Both support games I played and dang was it fun. Haven't played him in forever and my support skills are really rusty. Luckily have gotten some wins and been honored by my team. Has felt really good even though I feel like I am playing terribly. But that's what I love about my currently elo. Gold elo chill as fuck and there is still a clusterfuck of mistakes but it's a little more competitive than silver. It's right where I belong lol.

Plus anyone who is veteran player like me remembers what ranked was like before new champ select and got used to having to maybe play each role at some basic level.

I wish you all the best on your journey climb and hope you hit your goal rank. Assuming you do I hope you can take a step back and enjoy the game rather than worrying about winning or losing so much. It's nice to relax a little once in awhile.