I'm not improving at this game.
Hello, I've been playing league for about 2 and a half years? (Since Jan 2014) And I started out in silver 2 after 4 months of playing. I stayed in silver the entire season. How I played then compared to now is totally different the only thing consistent is that I like Mid still. I don't like playing most champs unfortunately so i stick to a very small pool, also made a couple smurf accounts like this one. In normals i'll be matched up with gold and plat players but in ranked im stuck with all bronze and low silver, i lost 8 of my placement matches this year lol. Season 5 I was in bronze the entire season, there was no way i could get out until october at the end of the season i got to silver 5. This season I am at bronze 1 starting out. 2 and a half years and still bronze. I watch videos, I watch streamers, I read guides on champions. I just dont know how to improve. Like sure I can read all i want and learn stuff but i just can't apply it.
Most of the things people in higher elos say doesn't even happen in my games. They seem to have teammates that have a clue what they are doing and they can pull of these plays. In lower elos there is no play making usually, it's really all about what YOU can do. There's not much coordination in low elo on teams unless they pick an obvious composition like malph and yasuo. I feel like there's so much about the game that i should know but don't have a clue how to take advantage of it. I don't have any friends who play this game (i'm the only nerd out of the group) so there isn't anyone i can go to for help.
It all just seems pointless to try when it's been this long and I'm still bronze. These people I watch on streams and what not have never even been lower than gold in their entire time spent playing league. Like is this game based on the person you are and your intelligence level or what? Sports are like that where its mostly genetics. Is league like that too? If i'm doing everything people are telling me to do to improve, am i getting bad advice or am i just stuck sucking at this game for life with no chance to ever get better?
Yasuo is probably going to be riding your ass waiting for a 3+ man ult all game trying to wait for you to set him up to carry.