Fuck this shit. I'm out.

I know most people won't care but I need to vent.

I'm a support main with over 1200 hours but I've never been any higher than Silver V (and I've been stuck in bronze for this entire season). It still feels like no matter how hard I try, I never get better. Each day brings nothing but torment as my teammates die 1v1 in lane over and over while all I can do is watch. The only time I still have fun in this game is when I'm winning, but out of all the roles I could have chosen to main when I was starting out, I chose the one that has the hardest time carrying. All I can do is hope my teammates will be competent (spoiler alert: they're usually idiots). There's nothing fun about losing every team fight and seeing my base get torn to shreds, especially when the other team decides to rub it in by typing "gg ez" in allchat once it's over. My brother has been silver for his entire League career (as far as I know) and it makes me want to cry. He runs circles around me without even trying. And don't get me started about this game's toxic and perpetually outraged community that makes going on these boards or the League subreddit a chore.

I just did what I should have done a long time ago and uninstalled. I'm starting to get the feeling that some people just aren't cut out for MOBAs and I'm one of them. Peace out.