How do I know when it is ok/not ok to feed?
So far in this new patch, I have played 10 games. 9 of those games I had at least 3 but sometimes 4 of my teammates feed at least twice as many kills as they got themselves.. yet not a single one of them has been punished. I decided since it was totally ok for over 30 of my teammates to feed and ruin MY games within 24 hours, that it must be OK for me to feed, yet after I fed for 1 single game(I fed 1 game out of a total 48 viewable on op.gg), I was instantly banned for 14 days. I need to know what situations it is OK to feed and ruin games in, and what situations it is unacceptable to feed and ruin games in. Riot refuses to give me any clarification so I turn to the community, in the event that I do become unbanned after 14 days, I want to know when I can feed and when I can not feed so I don't get punished again as I want to reform. I am unclear as to why my teammates are allowed to ruin game after game after game for me for season after season, yet when I decide to do it literally once I get instantly banned. I'm not sure if it has to do with my race, the shape of my eyes, the color of my skin or my income level... but at this point I have to assume it is just racial discrimination as I don't have a history of feeding, but I do have a history of CONSTANTLY having teammates ruin my games. When I try to play well, give advice and use pings correctly, I get reported for being "toxic" and "trying hard" and when I don't try to win I get reported for being "toxic" and "feeding". Since I was punished for using text in a video game, I learned my lesson and completely stopped using text at all in game as to avoid getting a permanent ban, which is unfortunate because the game relies very highly on communication and cooperation... so what am I supposed to do exactly? Thank you in advance to anyone who has any real, logical advice.