Just uninstalled because I suck

Let me preface this by saying I love playing League of Legends. I just uninstalled league. "Why?" or "Nobody Cares." I hear you say? Simple, I'm bad at league and that makes me sad. When I say bad I mean the depths of Bronze 5 bad. And I can't help but feel like I ruin the experience for others. I've been playing for a little over a year and I don't think I've really gotten better, and I don't see myself getting better. I try my best and I just feed or make terrible plays and I just can't have fun when I can plainly see that most of the time I'm dead weight. And it's not just being bad its being reminded that I'm bad. Every time I look at my profile there it is Bronze 5. Somebody has to be the worst but, if doesn't help when I'm constantly see that Bronze Elo is an object of ridicule, and scorn in the community. Maybe I'm burned out, maybe I'm just cut out to play this game. Well anyways my league career ends with a defeat which is fitting I guess, Thanks for reading I'm going to go cry myself to sleep now.

ps. No you can't have my stuff