Lcs pro in bronze elo - spiritofthenoob's cry for help

some days i swear that im just not good enough some days i wish i could just win the cup

i try and i try all day and all night i dedicate my life to something even though i dont feel the trust

i'm left here all stranded lying here alone just wishing i could dig my way out of bronze elo

i just want to win i just want to be good i just want people to realize im not a noob im just a little misunderstood

i can be great i can be the best i can feed sometimes and comeback in the end

noone sees it noone believes its true i can be three and o and win lane yet i get blamed if we lose

i dont try to harm others though yes at times i rage but please dont judge me summoner i'm merely on the wrong rune page

lcs is calling my name i want to make it there but how can i reach for my goals when im not considered any better than a second day lvl 10 noob.

i made my way to 30 and i played my first ranked games i went 0-13 as yasuo mid and god reported and blamed.

it was my very first ranked game i wasnt yet even good but noone cared about my feelings they cared about where they stood

i got placed in bronze three bronze five soon came after and here i sit yet now stuck in this disaster

they call it elo hell its where i stay the night it seems like there are chains holding me here so tight

i try to get out i try my very best i get to 100 lp and then trolled just like the rest

please riot just listen to this poem i try everyday to show i am not a toxic player just one stuck in low elo.