Help a boy reach his dream against all odds please
Hi my name is Austin (Not giving last name for safety purpose) or as in game known as AFootIsland. I'm a silver 2 player that's been completely in love with the game since season 3 worlds finals the competitive scene was so nice to me. I fell in love with it and I know being a pro player has its cons but I didn't care that's what I want to do that's what I feel I can do. A little about me is I graduated HS and started to try college but it didn't click well at all I wasn't good at it I didn't like it etc my mom got really mad when I told her this and told me i'll never be successful if I don't do school which is somewhat true but not entirely. Then their is my dad... My dad and me have never gotten along ever since I can remember he's been a real jerk to me told me I was stupid a loser worthless and more. The only time we even talk is if I say something to him or if he decides he's bored and wants to yell at me. Over the years its built up and it hurts to see someone who is suppose to love you and treat you well not even acknowledge your existence and yes I know some people don't have dads and I should be grateful but its like living with your bully and you can never escape it. He hates I play games he thinks its stupid and yells about it all the time says they're worthless nothing comes of them etc but honestly games have made me happy they've made me have a way to escape from these issues and from him not to mention in this month that conversation with my mom happened, I lost my job, my girlfriend of three years had been cheating on me and my grandpa and mentor passed away. The last thing he told me was do what I have to as long as I live happy if that's pursue this gaming do it because it'll make him happy to see me succeed in happiness then he passed away the next day. I have a goal to achieve and people to prove wrong I wanna show that games aren't useless that I can make something for myself and be happy with the life I live because I have the motivation and the push to do so. The only problem is I need help I can't do it alone right now I need a teacher or some sort of help on how to get started to to help coach me my first steps of the way. If in any way you think you can help me please please I beg of you contact my IGN once again you'll find it at the top. This is something I feel I have to do in my life and I hate asking for handouts I really do but im at my ends rope and don't know what to do or how to get started so please contact me ASAP if you're interested in helping in any way possible. My money situation is low and I cant afford to pay anyone because I lost my job so i'm sorry i'm so sorry. Anyway thank you for taking the time to read this and thank you to riot for nonetheless making a game that impacted my life in a way no other did and helping me find what I wanna go for in life I appreciate all you guys do for the game to make it fun and playable for us. Thank you everyone have a wonderful day.